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Willian T Spears Diary

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Week 3

January 8th

This is my day off. I spent it alone, lying in my bed, daydreaming most of the time. I decided to visit Ronald at the hospital myself, I bought him flowers and a teddy bear.

But at middle of the way, I crossed path again with that filthy vermin, called Sebastian Michaelis. He was alone, so I took my scythe, and approached him without loosing his sight. I jumped to the nearest roof, and I watched him from the top, while he was calmly walking, acting almost like a human being. I saw him walk into the alleys away from other people. I was almost over him on top of a high roof, when he stopped. Suddenly a lot of cats started to appear everywhere, and surrounded the demon. He took off something out his coat, and the animals began to meow. It was a plate of milk. All the cats caressed themselves against the demon´s clothes. He seemed very distracted...This was my opportunity to attack, but I could not. A sensation of weakness and unhappiness took my oppressed heart while watching the demon I hated among those loving, caressing creatures, so I left.

Mad at myself, I forgot Ronald´s visit. Instead, I went to the coffee shop near the office. During the demon hunting, I had lost most of the flowers. I left the teddy bear over the table and sat. I looked through the window, it was snowing again, the air was cold and pure, without any trace of evil, as if the demons do not exist at all.



January 9th

I met a woman yesterday, and I forgot to mention it completely, because I forgot how it happened in the first place. She is an attendant at the coffee shop that I use to go after work. Her name is Rebecca Zimmerman. She is very tall for a woman, has black and very long hair, white complexion, blue eyes and full red lips.

I left Ronald´s teddy bear abandoned at the coffee shop table when I returned home, and she found it. The question is, how she found me. Perhaps I gave her one of my cards, and I also forgot it. I´m very distracted the last few days. Then when I was working in my office, she appeared, the door was open and she was standing there, with the teddy on one hand and a smoky coffee mug on the other. I know now that I have to remember to lock my office´s door.

I though I should call security at that moment, but we are reapers, if something dangerous would happen, we can manage ourselves. Trough the open door, I couldn't see Grell Sutcliff or any other, but I could listened them whispering outside like schoolgirls.

"I´m sorry miss, but you must take your leave, this is a private office, restricted entry" I said out loud and I closed the door. She smiled at me, very charmingly, and offered the coffee instead. So I practiced my social smile, took the coffee, said "thank you" opened the door and pointed her the way out. When she left I took to peer through the door, the other desks, to be sure they were working. But the whole office were empty, silent like a desert.

So I cheerfully went back to my chair, after closing the door with key this time, and to the pile of paperwork awaiting for me.


January 10th

Today Ronald came back to work. I gave him the teddy bear, but he just ignored it. I tried to apologize to him for not coming to visit at the hospital, but his deadly glares to Grell shut me out. So I decided to hide inside my office, hoping those two can manage and finally solve their problems. How weird, there was a time when Ronald was very found and respectful to Grell. For sure, he never was and I never hoped he would be that way to me. I need efficient workers, not friends. I decided to let the past behind and start my life over. I locked my door and finished all the paper work, ordered the files and finally I polished my desk and my scythe before go home. The office was empty...And looking at Grell´s desk, I remembered the present. Perhaps he never opened, perhaps he just threw it away. Maybe is for the best if I keep my distance from all of them till things calm down.


January 11th

Today was the worse I had in years...my worse fears came true. I confirmed it, Alan and Grell have something. Today at the office, Grell brought something that Alan gave him, a present. And they were like all happy and jolly around it, so in an explosion of jealousy, I decided to confiscate it.
I liked that fluffy thing, it´was playing with my fingers and it´was very soft. So I planned to keep it.

The rest of the day was all calm, but after office when I was going home, Grell appeared in front of me, screaming like a madman, and stole me the bunny from my very arms, of course, his beloved Alan gave it to him, it is precious I´m sure...God...I just led it to him and ran away...My glasses turned clouded again...I couldn't stare at how much he hates me...Now I´m sure of that...

I went to the coffee shop again, and sat in the darkness. I needed a drink so much...I wanted to die...Or to kill someone. My face sank between my hands and I cried like a schoolboy until Rebecca approached me and I looked at her like she was from another planet.
"I wonder what is that think you carry everywhere honey" she said pointing at my scythe. I asked for something strong enough to drug a horse, and brought me the strongest drink on the house. And then another bottle. And another...

January 12th

Horrible, horrible day. When I woke up, I had another enormous headache, and I was not alone in my bed. Without the energy to inquire who that was, I looked at the time instead. I was late for work. So I dressed as fast as I could, brush my hair, and  took my leave. My head was killing me, and my stomach even worse...
I don´t remember what the heck I did, except for what is written in my diary. Alcohol do not solve problems, only makes things worse. After New Year´s Party,  I should know that...
When I arrived at my office, feeling very sick and crappy, I decided to lock the door with the sign of not disturb hanged and I took a very long nap the rest of the day. I hope no one  noticed.
Another upload on William´s diary :)

Grell´s Diary by: :iconclawdiuzz:

Alan´s Diary by: :iconcorafreakshow:
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Oh my I wonder who the person in William's bed was? I'm thinking it might have been the coffee lady? Poor William... Such a depressing lonely life :(