Willian T Spears Diary

Week nine



February 19th




I tried to make things up for Alan. Back at home I gave him a nice romantic candle dinner and then a bathtub with rose petals, aromatic salts and foam. He seemed to enjoy himself, he let me undress him and blushed very shyly at me in a way that almost made me smile. When he finished bathing I wrapped him on a towel, gently dry his body and carried him princess style to our bedroom. He stared all the time when I whispered in his ear how sorry I was and also that I loved him. I adorned the surroundings of our bed with a lot of candles, turning the lights off. He wrapped his arms around my neck while I undressed myself on top of him. Diary I think that it is unnecessary to write all what happened. I only want to add that I guess we both enjoyed a lot that evening. Later holding Alan in my arms and caressing his hair, he told me he wanted to meet my family. My mother, specially. She was a famous reaper, a very strict one but now she was retired and lived on the outsides of London, breading large dogs. I told him yes, how can I refuse? I love him.




February 20th





I have no idea, but a very weird and crazy girl appeared today or was it yesterday at the office. She keeps telling everyone she is my daughter and Grell´s. Have no idea where this crazy girl came from. She scared Alan with her weird tales so I had to enclose her in my office but she managed to escape somehow. I called security but now she is missing. What is most weird, she kind of look like me. I only know her name is Alice but nothing more.

Nobody seems to miss Eric at the office and anywhere else. Nobody also asked any question to me. I have to be cautious now from the time on. Alan by the way looks very relieved that he´s gone. And also do I, of course.





February 21th



Today is our day off, so we, Alan and me, took a train to the outsides of the city to visit my family, as I promised him. He looked very happy and excited. I had my worries. My mother is a very strict not a very friendly faced person, I was concerned perhaps she might scare my little Alan. And my brother he was just like her, a very serious and cold, not very chatty kind of man, more like a business man. I think I never saw them smile in my whole existence. We arrived we are almost there by tomorrow, I hope everything is going to be alright.